Sunday, November 14, 2010

Between Wednesday & now I've seen Caprica 1x15 "The Dirteaters" (which was fantastic), a Sarah Jane episode, and episodes 2-4 of Smallville's final season (which is doing a good job of winding down the series). I've also had a good date with Matt; Thursday night we watched Doctor Who (5x01 The Eleventh Hour) and had sex. Michael came over Friday, having called into work, and went for a walk with Mark & I to Starbucks, the Cupcake Factory and NYPD. Nice walk, nice pictures and nice company...until later when Michael FREAKED OUT and defended himself by saying that his problem is that he puts other peoples feelings before his own!?! Are you fucking kidding me!?! So he was putting my feelings before his own when he went and fucked 30 other guys behind my back and potentially exposing me to countless STDs? And all the lies, that was for me too I'm sure. I called him on this. He freaked more. And he went home. I didn't let it bother me though. I didn't let it get to me emotionally. I mean, I was upset and angry but I released that and I didn't let it get to me the way he usually does. I felt right. I felt good. I slept well.

Saturday I took half a muscle relaxant for my jaw which had felt swollen and painful for days. I slept a lot, but I didn't feel zombie like. It felt good to sleep and dream. I might take another half a pill later. My jaw isn't quite better yet. The only thing is that I have a date with Matt later. I might cancel and try to see him in the evening some time this week. It depends on how my jaw is feeling.

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