Friday, June 10, 2011

I just realized we have these generic prilosec pills I can take.
They generally don't work as well for me, but I could take
those in the morning, and then my last prilosec at night and
it could probably tide me over until Mark gets back on
Sunday. I texted him the news...though I don't think he was
planning on coming back for me anyways - but didn't want
to risk him coming back on Saturday and being pissed that I
took him at his word when he told me to take the bus. Again,
it makes me sad to think that he wouldn't do this for me
when he said that he might be back on Saturday and
considering all the sacrifices I've made for him in just the last
few weeks, but I'm going to try to just... Ugh. I'm crying. This
putting on a happy face isn't as easy as it sounds. I was fine
just 20 minutes ago. Part of me wants to go back to bed and
hide. The other part wants to read or chat or do something.
My tentative date has been cancelled, which is fine with me
as I don't feel up for it now anyways, but I may get to see him
tomorrow...or next week. We'll see.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:29 PM
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