Saturday, June 18, 2011

So...Carrie was going to take me in last night as we're both
needing some love but then I got a horrible headache (of
course) which when it was finally gone, or nearly so, I
joined Mark & Gen at the bar. Gen and I made nice - and
we're getting along now. I hope it lasts because it's much
easier on me when we do, and it's probably also easier on
Mark & Gen.

Gen was going to Necto to see her ex-gf, who is my
cousin Kristen's current gf. I got to meet her; she seems
really cool.

There was no parking anywhere because top-of-the-park
started last night, so I parked at Aut Bar and walked to
Necto. While walking there I got a text from Caleb; this
boy I met at Necto several years ago. We got on hot and
heavy that night but he was with people and had to go. We
chatted online a few times after that, and he was friends
with one of Michael Slaughter's roomies when they lived in
Taylor - leading to a moment in which Caleb told Michael
that he knew me and that he'd made out with me and
made Michael extremely jealous - which bothered me at
the time, but now makes me laugh about. :)

Anyways...the text asked what I was doing and I
responded that I was walking to Necto. I figured he was
there because otherwise the text would be pretty random,
which wasn't like him. Sure enough, he spotted me just
after I entered the bar and was my companion the entire
time we were there. Mark bought me some drinks, which
mixed with my pain killer got me super buzzed...which led
to oral sex in the mens room. ;0)

Jason Lyons (BaldJason2) was there as well and it was
great to see him! I felt weird macking on a boy in front of
him, but I so beyond buzzed that I found it hard to curb
my impulses...and everyone seemed to be getting along.

I also ran into Shane again. Shane is this amazing guy,
who last I saw him, I got his number but I thought we
weren't compatible - only last night he told me we are.
Hmmm. I had a HUGE crush on him years ago and he still
looks AMAZING. :)

So...anyways...Jason left. Then Mark, Gen, Caleb and I
went to Pizza House. I couldn't eat because I hadn't slept
in so long and I didn't want to get sick. It was mostly
drama free except when some guy pounced on Caleb in
the mens room (a theme of the night) and I physically had
to pull him off of him.

After Pizza House, Mark & Gen dropped us off back at
Necto as Caleb had people he needed to drive home and
Mark & Gen wanted to go home to fuck. Caleb asked me
to go with him to drop off the people so he could then
come home with me. The ride was incredibly long and the
people were fucking annoying....also I'd been awake for
about 27 hours so I was crashing hard. We went to Aut Bar
to get my car but when we got back to the condo sexual
hijinks occured. It didn't go exactly as planned but fun
was had and we learned we had a lot in common, which I
liked. He cuddled for a bit but had to leave to go to a work
meeting. I had a snack and then slept.

When a text from Caleb woke me Gen & Mark were gone,
having showered and headed out to breakfast and
shopping. Caleb was home, having showered and changed
and was now understandably exhausted. I expected we'd
go out again, and let him go. He didn't repond to my text
about possibly hanging out again but I assumed he was
asleep - only he was on Manhunt. I suppose I should be
upset about that...and I was for about 5 seconds...and
then it was gone.

Caleb is HOT. And he's funny. He's cute and he tastes
good and he likes a lot of the same movies, tv shows,
books & music that I do. However, he did just get out of a
2 year relationship so he's probably got some serious
baggage he needs to work through, which I can relate too.
He & I also might not be completely compatible sexually; I
suspect that while he's versatile, he's more of a
bottom...and that's fine. We have enough in common to
enjoy each other and I'm glad we did...but maybe we'll end
up being friends instead which would be fantastic. Of
course I could be reading this all wrong and maybe we'll
continue on as lovers. I really don't know. But I'm not
gonna have this get all dramatic or write it off as a
mistake....because it was fun and like him. Hopefully we'll
get something more out of this...be it more sexy time or a
cool friendship.

Oh. And I LOVE that me hooking up with him would have
made Michael jealous and if I could go back in time I'd
have hooked up with him back then. :)

This guy Daryl that I've spoken to off and on over the last
few years online wants to go on a date sometime
soon...possibly a friend thing...maybe more. We'll see how
that goes. I'm just gonna go with the flow and see where it
takes me. I'm gonna hold on to the good and try to
channel any badness into oblivion, or at least something
more positive. :)

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