Monday, June 20, 2011

Still haven't eaten, but I'm getting ready to. I worked on
FarmTown. I planted 4 day crops so they should be ready
Thursday night. Then I made Mark his breakfast. I got
some stuff started for mine. I took a prilosec.

When I got onto Facebook there was a post on my wall by
some guy who friended me at random. He said that I focus
too much on my sexuality and that it's just 1% of who I am
and that I should focus on the other 99%. I think he meant
all the gay rights news that I post...I can't imagine it's
anything else as sex has very little to do with what I post
on Facebook. And I've had very little sex this year. lol. I
find it annoying that someone who I don't think I've ever
even spoken too would say something like this to me; it
might be different if it was coming from a friend, but it
wasn't - it was coming from a stranger. And it was coming
from someone who doesn't know that I'm actually
struggling to get back in touch with my sexuality - not
just having sex, but my writing which has always in some
form been informed by sex. I've written about other
things, certainly, but it doesn't galvanize me the way
sexuality does...and I've lost that somewhere in the last
few years and I'm trying so hard to get back to that place
where it worked. Anyways...I deleted him from my friends
list and blocked him...I think he crossed the line with the
comment. He didn't say hello or try to get to know me or
understand me before spitting that at me. That says a lot
about him I think...and the fact that he wanted me to not
focus on those types of news stories probably says at least
as much about him as it does about me.

   posted by Bald Jason at 07:24 AM
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