Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Drove Mark to work. Watched Chelsea Lately, and Inside the
Actors Studio. Had a shake. Got an e-mail from Michael this
morning. I called him later. His computer is fucked up and
he's lonely. I told him I love him and that I don't want
anything bad to happen to him, but that he can't give me
what I need right now (honesty) and that I need to find my
own way...and maybe down the line I can be a different kind
of friend to him. One that doesn't NEED the level of intimacy
that I require of him now - and one not hurt by his
dishonesty. He said he had to go; he sounded upset. I hope
he'll be ok. I hope I'll be ok. I miss him but this feels right.

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