Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Went to Necto tonight, and Matt & his friends showed up (after he forgot about coming, and then later cancelled), and Chris (my younger sister's ex-bf) was there as well. Some cowboy guy that used to know me from Denny's was there, but I didn't really completely remember him, which seemed to bother him - those days are kind of a blur for me, and I think that's for the best. Bob wasn't there, which is a shame. Sandor was there & there was forgiveness & I met Patrick, who is also in the band; they're opening for Assemblage23 on May 7 at Labyrinth; both invited me to the show; it sounds like fun actually, and I don't love live music.

I danced a lot. There was angry dancing, and funny dancing, and sad hurting wounded dancing...and there was just plain wacky dancing, but I felt I was kicking ass on the dancefloor; dancing much better than I have in a very long time.

After Necto, Matt & company came back to my place where I peeled off my vinyl pants and took a fast shower before taking them to Pizza House where we chatted and had a pretty good time; then I drove them back to their car, and I came home. My sheets are in the dryer, and I'm really tired, but I need my sheets! And I have to drive Mark to work in about 3&1/2 hours. blah.

I realized today that I haven't WANTED anyone in quite awhile. I want him & him & him. Or at least I used to; what happened to me? I still want him. And I like this other guy. But I haven't actually wanted to date anyone in forever...but I'm starting to want to again, which is good I think...except that I'm single, which...I'm tired and rambling - just ignore all this.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:41 AM
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