Wednesday, April 13, 2005

After the last entry, I got ready to watch the new season of Clone Wars, and then, looked at my bed, couldn't resist, and slid beneath the covers for a 2 hour nap. When I woke up I watched the rest of Clone Wars which was actually really good; I hope they release this season on DVD soon. I'm very excited about Episode III now.

I talked to Amber Hatt the other day, though her phone apparently died in mid-conversation. She wants us (Mark, Mollie & Me) to visit again soon; we haven't been out there since October/November 2003. Apparently, her gaggle of friends no longer lives with her & Michael, which is strange; not even Laurie really, because she's always out with her new girlfriend, who is super cool I guess, but smokes, which bothers Amber, which is understandable. I'm thinking of sending Amber/Laurie a care package ;-0) With, maybe, a surprise for Michael is well. Don't know whatever happend to Phil & Boozhound. hmmm. I'll have to ask her next time we talk.

I drove Mark to work this morning, and then went to my Grandmother's to get my tax info; everytime I see that Bush/Cheney Sign in her yard I want to burn it! Those signs usually annoy me a little, but the thought of one being near the home where I was raised, while admittedly unsurprising, pisses me off to no end, and makes me feel like Grams doesn't really care about me - she does - just not openly; her love for me is closeted. I know that's not true though; I know I'm being a bitch, but that's hot it feels.

I didn't stay long at Grandma's cause I was super tired. I went directly home, and then ate, which meant I couldn't sleep right away or I'd get sick, so I did a whole lot of nothing. I actually shopped for more movies because Mark gave me an amazon gift certificate the other day, but it turns out that it's already been used; but by that point I already had the movies in my 'cart' and was checking out, and I just went ahead and ordered them, and this after I had decided to give Amazon a rest; especially since I'm going to be ordering some boxed sets (Enterprise/Batman) next month. Whatever. I went to bed after that.

Now I'm awake, obviously. I thought I might go to Meijer and get some Motrin for Mark & a tupperware/crate-like-thingy for my sex toys ;-0) I've been slowly building a collection of them in my singleness, and I don't want to 'hide' them, but I don't want them just spread all over the room either. I was also thinking (along the same vein) that I might go rent some porn from Video Hut; they have the best porn selection, and I love porn, and I'm apparently not having sex anytime soon. I don't like anyone enough to have sex with them right now...well, that's not true, I like one guy enough but he's taken, and I had a strong attraction to another one, but I haven't seen him since I met him, and we're never online at the same time, and he hasn't written me back, so I guess I should probably write that one off anyways; it's possible my website scared him; that much honesty can frighten boys away - if Bob is reading this I'm talking about you. lol. The first time I saw him outside the Necto I just wanted to lick him all over ;-0)

Alright, it's after 5pm, and I think I'm gonna get ready, go pick up Mark, go to Meijer (in case he needs anything besides Motrin), go to MediaPlay with the gift certificate I know isn't expired or used in hope of buying "Bad Education"; perhaps Mark will need to go to the Bank and/or post office. I'll drop Mark off at home, go to Video Hut for Porn, while he watches LOST, come home, watch ALIAS, head to Hollywood to pick up that movie I've been waiting for & that will make my night. Much masturbation to follow, possible chats, and reading of "Labyrinth of Evil". Ooh...I need to work out too. hmmm. Sounds like a busy night.

About me buying queer films from my list, if you look at the list, after tonight I should own all the movies from the start of the list through the end of the A's; wacky, huh? Plus tons more in the other letters, and I actually won't own "All Over Me" because it's not out yet, but I'm really excited that it will be soon; I saw that in theaters years ago with Jennifer & Tracy. Anyways, I'm not so much building a 'gay' shelf so much as a Queer Inclusive shelf; if there's a movie that references queer issues in some way it's welcome. I don't want it to be ALL GAY, ALL THE TIME, but I don't want to feel that any movie on this shelf denies my existance either; call it homosexism ;-0)

Another thing; I've been listening to "She Might Be Waking Up" by Shudder To Think, on repeat all day. I did that once on April 28, 1999 - and I ended up writing this poetry for my friend sort-of-friend Dorian (who I had recently made out with), and whom I have since learned, had many such transgressions. lol Just a funny memory now, I guess.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:09 PM
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