Saturday, August 5, 2006

A few revelations:

Pet Shop Boys released a new studio cd this year, and another cd of remixes; fabulous. Now I've got their new song "The Sodom & Gomorrah Show" stuck in my head, which is actually fun.

School. I'm not going to school this Summer/Fall. It just seems like every other week there's some new physical problem going on with me. My acid reflux has been pretty calm lately, but even calm it's still disruptive. My migrains, which had setteled down to 1 or 2 a year for about a decade or so, have been getting much worse over the last 2 years, and have been hitting me really hard lately. I have this surgical thing at the end of the month. I just think that if I was in school right now, that I'd be missing so much of it that it would be pointless. So that's on the back burner again, which doesn't bother me as much as it would if I'd already started it.

My Birthday Party. I don't think it's going to happen on my birthday. I want more time to plan the thing, like I planned last year's party for Mark. And it would help if I had some cash.

Apparently, my account is overdrawn. And because 4 payments were honored by my bank, they're charging me $33.00 per payment; that's $132.00. Why didn't they just NOT pay for the things I couldn't afford? That about kills the check I was going to use for the party, and leaves me mostly broke.

I had to cancel the Amazon orders I placed last week :-(

The non-birthday party, PARTY. I don't think it will take that much cash to throw the kind of party I'm thinking of. I might even push it back to September. I'm thinking of having a party to celebrate the summer. I'd just have to get snacks and drinks. I would like to buy 3 disposable flash cameras, and have everyone take lots of pictures, that I could develope later ;-0)

But there might be a much smaller gathering on my birthday. Amber Hatt will be back in Michigan on Friday, and she said she'd love to come see me on Saturday. I'll probably be seeing Jeremy that day (though that's not a sure thing), and Carrie said she'd be up for anything I had planned. And Mark will be here of course. Mark said he'd pay for the snacks & booze for the actual party. I've got tons to think about and plan and decide.

But mostly I just want to clean my room, jack off, and shave my head. Then groove to the new PSB music, and dance naked in my room. Is that asking too much? ;-0)

I'm all smiley now.

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