Monday, March 5, 2007

Mark drove me to work after all. I had Nate shut off the movie that was playing, and I kept my sunglasses on. The pain was muted, but constant. We got everything done though.

I read and had a snack when I got home, and fell asleep shortly there after. I had strange dreams. I woke up, when a program I was downloading was finished; my computer chime alerting me. I checked my e-mail. There were 2 messages from a 26 yo guy who just moved to Ann Arbor to be with his boyfriend, who wanted to meet people 'on his wavelength', and apparently thought I might be such a person. I don't know if I am, but I responded.

I checked my myspace page, and heard that haunting new NIN song again. Then I read more of the new Enterprise novel, which is really, really fantastic. The NIN song was playing in my head throughout some emotional scenes, and I know from past experiences that the 2 experiences (the book & the song) will be forever linked in my brain. I like that about myself. I ache to listen to the music, and read some more.

My headache, which seemed to be gone, is still with me. Not nearly as bad as it was, but still terrible. I think my migrains are getting worse. I don't know what would cause that, but it's something that I'm hoping will pass. I should take more pain killer, but I don't want to. I kind of hate it actually, though I don't know why that is. I think it's a new reaction, and not just one that I've only just come to understand. I hate it. Though the relief of pain is welcomed.

"And the sky is filled with light; can you see it? All the black is really white if you believe it. And the longing that you feel, when you know the answer's real; you will find a better place in this twilight." - "In This Twilight" - Nine Inch Nails

I think I'll get something cool to drink, take some motrin; see if that helps. I'll continue to read, or maybe watch the new Brothers & Sisters.

   posted by Bald Jason at 05:50 AM
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