Sunday, June 3, 2007

Work was fine on Friday; hot outside, but fun. After work I rented the new Battlestar Galactica for me, and the new Hannibal Rising (which I paid for) for Mark. I don't know when I'll have time to watch any of that. I slept after work, but woke up around midnight feeling hot and wretched. I got up, showered, and went to Aut Bar / Necto. I had some fun, and some drinks. I came home and couldn't sleep, so I read more Trek and chatted on gay.com.

Saturday was all about the new Doctor Who, which rocked. And reading more Trek. I'm on this big reading kick, which I love. I was really tired though, as I hadn't slept much the night before. I think I would have cried during the new Doctor Who if I'd been more awake. I'm sure I'll have a more emotional reaction the next time I watch that 2-parter in once sitting. There are only 4 episodes left in the 3rd season; 3 of which followup on the 1st season of Torchwood. Bring it on.

I was awake until at least 4am. I only know that much as I was on the phone with Mollie for a good portion of that time. She got a nursing job! I talked to Carrie on Saturday as well, and she's kicking all kinds of ass with school! It's really rare that things go well for these 2 friends at the SAME TIME, and I'm just so happy for them. It's also nice for me, as I get to hear positive things from them, when that isn't often the case. I don't mind that negative stuff; I love them after all, but it's nice to hear about good things happening to some of my favorite people in the world, you know?

After I woke up today, I finished the 6th New Frontier book, and started reading an older Trek title by the same author. It's not a New Frontier book, but it has ties to the series. It's called "Vendetta", and it takes place in the 4th Season of Star Trek: The Next Generation. It's about a 2nd Borg incursion after "The Best of Both Worlds, Parts I & II"; which is referenced in the New Frontier books. This book also features 3 or 4 characters that have appeared in the New Frontier series, so it's like I'm reading backstory on the books I've read in the last few weeks.

I have a lot of Trek books that I've never read. It feels good to be reading them, and enjoying them, and knowing I'm saving money by reading what I own instead of spending money on other things, or filling my time doing more expensive stuff. It would also be nice to look at my shelf someday, and be able to say to myself that I've read all the books on it. ;-0) I'm such a geek.

I talked to Corey today. He got in a fight with Michael last night, which became physical. Michael was drunk, and now Corey's wrist is hurt. All this drama. I wish I could do something, but I can't, and it sucks. But at this point, I'm not even sure Corey wants me around anyways. If he does, he hasn't said anything to me. But he's been extremely busy. I originally requested today off so that I could see him today, as he once told me that he always has them off, but he had to work it because someone in his department (someone that works under him) was fired for stealing.

Something else I've noticed, is that he has this profile online that talks about stuff that he likes, sexually. One of the things on there, he had brought up to me in the past as a major fantasy for him. Well, I decided I could try that out with him. That's just how I am. I go with the flow when I have a partner. If they top, I bottom. If they bottom, I top. If they want to try something I'll give it a go for the most part. I get off on gettting my partners off I guess, which is something that I've always liked about myself. As long as my partner is honest with me, there'a a lot of breathing room, you know? Anyways, we kind of tried this thing, and I really liked it - even if it was just a start, and not the actual fantasy he'd had, which would require more preperation than we had at the time. Anyways...that thing isn't listed on his profile anymore, which kind of bums me out because it really got me off. There are other things we could do on that list though, that I've never done, which given my history, is saying something... But if it's over, I wish that I'd had the chance to do those things with him. And beyond the sex, I really wish we'd had the chance to do other stuff, and get to know each other out & about town, you know? But maybe we will, and maybe we won't If we don't, I'll survive just fine. If we do, that would be great. It's all good I guess. I learned stuff about myself that I didn't know, which is pretty cool. And it was nice learning those things with him. Looking on it that way makes it all worth while, don't you think?

Mark was mad at me today because I used all of the butter, and I guess he needed some, for some food that he was already making. I understand that feeling, but it kind of seems like he should have checked to see if we still had butter before he started. I think maybe he was frustrated with himself just as much as he was pissed at me. It always sucks when things don't go your way, and you know deep down that you're at least partially to blame - at least it does when I'm in that situation. Anyways, he told me that he was going to buy butter and put his name on it or something, which I thought was kind of childish. I mean, I bought the butter that I had used and never complained when he used it. That happens when you're roomies, doesn't it? I told him he was being a dick (without raising my voice), and he didn't argue. Later, I went to Hollywood Video to return most of my stuff and get some more Galactica. Then I went to Kroger where I got 4 things of Butter, one of which I put ribbons on, with all of them in a giftbag, and a sweet card that played music. It made him smile - problem solved. He also said that the butter with the ribbons on it, which I told him would be his alone, will last for a year. lol

Mark just gave me an update on his mother. She's been having a lot of troubles lately. It's weird, because for a long time I really didn't like her. She tried to kill me with a knife once, so it's understandable. She's kind of crazy, so I kept my distance, but over the years she's come to love me, and I kind of love her too. It confuses me though. I'm so used to not loving her, that I don't know how to behave sometimes. I guess I've forgiven her. It was a long time ago anyways. I want her to be happy, and I always tell Mark to tell her I said hello. It still feels weird to me though...but good.

I need to get some sleep, but I'm not sure I can do that right now. I might go rent some stuff. We'll see.

   posted by Bald Jason at 08:30 PM
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