Bald Jason's Musings
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
I didn't get to do any of the stuff that I planned to do yesterday. It bummed me out. On top of that I got no sleep because of my acid reflux. I did finish watching the first season of The Closer, which was pretty much the highlight of my day, as after that I got loads of bad news from Mark about how depressed he is, and how much he hates his life, and how I have to appear in court (something I hoped I'd never have to do again), and everything just felt so dire and oprresive. Add to this that I have not been the happiest camper the last month or so, and you can see how this was not a fun time. Oh, and my birthday party / welcome home Mollie party is not very well planned, and I've got next to no time to get it ready.
Now. After all that I got 8 hours of sleep. You may think that's an easy fix that I could have done ages ago, but the sad truth is that often, my body simply won't allow it. In this case I was lucky. Very lucky. And when I woke up things didn't feel AS bad. I started working on some stuff for Bryan & Chris, Pat & Cara. I read the media news. I read the gay news. I read all the news. I sent some e-mails. I posted about the party on myspace.
After Mark left for work, I started cleaning his room. His room is a huge mess, and it's mostly NOT his fault. He has several businesses that have run away with him, and he has next to zero energy because of this random pain thing that no doctor has properly taken care of. So...I'm doing that for him, or I'm starting to. I'm putting all the papers in a stack for him to sort through, and putting all his laundry downstairs for him to wash. I'm throwing away all the advertisements & shit. I'm doing this to help relieve his stress, which will relieve some of my stress. I also have to help him out with some bitserve stuff, and I have to get him to do his taxes, which he hasn't done in 3 years. When that's all taken care of, I know that he will be a happier person, and then all I'll have to worry about are MY problems.
I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to address some of those problems.
I have a very busy day ahead of me to sort out some others. I'll try to write again later.
posted by Bald Jason at 11:02 AM
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