Sunday, May 15, 2005

On a more positive based television themed note, the new JLU "The Clash" was amazingly rich in continuity, depth of character, and had action to spare! The whole "Cadmus" storyline is unfolding very nicely, with only 5 more episodes to go this season, and the promise that it will by season's end come to fruition, JLU is heading towards it's first huge payoff, since Starcrossed. How they will follow-up on this storyline next season has already begun to plague my thoughts. lol

I got to talk to Mollie, Friday night, and it was great to hear about her horrible week, and just to let her vent, and I really love hearing her stories, and listening to her talk; she always makes me laugh, or cry or something; sometimes all at the same time, and I hope that I do the same for her.

Oh, and DJ, my manager spent a half hour on my webpage Friday morning, so when I went into work he was telling me all the things I had done this last week, which freaked me out for a minute until I realized where he had gotten the info, and then it was both funny, and flattering. DJ is awesome, and if he weren't married, I'd probably have hit on him in the worst way by now. ;-0) He's such a sweetie, and I'm not just saying that because he might read this, because I've said it before on here, and I had no clue that he would read that.

After Enterprise Friday night, I went up to Aut Bar, where I ran into Michael, whom I met a few months back; he's cute, but one of those entirely too shallow bar queens; you know the type. But he was nice to be for a little while before his true nature reared it's ugly head; he's a manager at Pier 1, in Northville; why does my brain remember details like this? I'm not really upset I remember, it kind of amuses me.

Now after I impressed him with my memory ability, I noticed that he was standing next to Jason Kaplan whom I met back in March, and was endlessly infatuated with, even after I learned he had a boyfriend. I even wrote a poem about him (which I e-mailed him - and which he enjoyed); something I haven't been doing a lot of this year, but he inspired me. He made me realize that I wanted a boyfriend, or that I at least wanted something more than what I had been getting of late, and for that I was grateful.

So, there I am, with Michael, and Jason, and a boy who will remain nameless, as I've met him dozens of times, and then he said he didn't remember me, though his later dialogue refuted that claim, which I took great pleasure in pointing out, which also seemed to amuse Kap quite allot. Michael was obviously into Jason, which struck me as odd since Kap had a boyfriend. I commented on the boyfriend aspect, when Kap grabbed me, and he told me that he was single now.

Now you'd think I'd be happy about that but I just wasn't. I remembered that he & his boyfriend had been together for years, at least I thought I did, and I said: "What happened to Turkey Boy?" and Michael scoffed loudly at this point, as if my question was rude, but I really wanted to know, because I just had the feeling that they had been really great together. Kap said that his former boyfriend had returned from Turkey, but that he had soon gone back again, and wasn't returning. And I said: "But you guys were together for several years, weren't you?" And he nodded and I sat down next to him, and I said I was really sorry to hear this, and I was. And I gave him a hug, which wasn't meant to be sexual or a come on or anything, but which Michael seemed to get really defensive about... I looked at Kap, and I looked at Michael, who looked as if he wanted to scratch my eyes out, and I told Kap that it looked like he had already found a "friend" for the night, and that I should go. I really wanted to visit with him more, but I didn't want to be in a cat fight, because it just seemed so petty, and so useless.

The thing is, Kaplan made me realize that I wanted something more, but when I found out he had a boyfriend, that didn't make me like him less. And I still like him, but I wouldn't date him right this instant, because he just got out of a really serious relationship, and so I'd much rather be his friend right now. So I was fin with leaving, except as I walked away Michael said in an extremely sarcastic voice: "Nice pants; wear them again sometime.". I was wearing my red vinyl pants, which are awesome, by the way, but Michael just felt the need to try to insult me as I was leaving, to let everyone know that he had "beaten" me or something. Now, understand, that he insulted me several times before this, but that I had just let it go. This time I called back "Nice beer gut; try leaving it at the gym next time.". Before walking out the door.

As I was walking to my car, I remembered how much I wanted to kiss Kaplan the night I met him. Then I thought about Sandor, and how I waited so long to kiss him, that by the time I took the opportunity, he was dating someone else. Then I thought, if only Michael hadn't been there tonight, then maybe I would have at least kissed Kap; just for the sake of doing it. And then I thought...Fuck It; Kap was eyeing me in there, and rolling his eyes at Michael, I'm gonna get my kiss.

So I strolled back in, I asked Kaplan to step aside with me, and I told him I really wanted this, and then I kissed him, and he kissed me back, and suddenly Michael was pulling him, physically away, saying shit about me, about how desperate I must be, and how they needed to "check out", whatever the fuck that means. And I just looked at Kaplan who was looking mildly embarrassed, before turning back to glare and scoff at Michael, before turning back to me and thanking me, and telling me that I was a really great guy. To which I said goodnight, and left.

I went to the Necto to see Robert, who I ended up helping with his show (he dressed as a drag queen Darth Vader); the were raffling off tickets to see Episode III, which I already have tickets for. Michael, the nameless boy, & Kaplan all arrived at Necto as well, and I ended up having another encounter with Kaplan, which kind of made me feel guilty about later; he told me I could hurt him, which made me feel weird, because I think that's all he's after right now; something to make his own hurt lessen, but it's just something that has to be worked through, and I felt like I was maybe taking advantage of his situation; I put a halt to it though, and we went our separate ways, and he again told me that I'm a great guy. I hope this means we can maybe be friends.

Necto was fun, but I was really wiped, so I left a few minutes before the kicked everyone out, and was soon fast asleep in my own bed.

Saturday morning I starting putting my superhero manips in order, which I've been putting off for ages, when Jennifer called. She had called Friday night as well, just before I started getting ready to go to Aut Bar; she'd been in Saline at a friend's party, and she stayed the night with her ex-bf Michael, who I met once; he seemed like a nice guy. Jennifer & I had talked about her coming over, and she now wanted to know if we were both still up for that and I said sure.

Jennifer soon arrived, and she & I, and Mark spent several hours chatting away about stuff that probably doesn't interest anyone other than us, which was fabulous. Later we were thinking about food, and we decided we wanted to play euchre, but we needed a 4th player; Bryan was up North, and Andy was away, and Tracy was too tired, and so was Michael, but Mark's coworker Phil was available, and so we all went to Pizza House together, where I ate all of my delicious food, and then we came back to the condo, where we played 2 games (Jennifer & I lost both times) and then Phil left & Jennifer passed out on the couch. I had a lot of fun yesterday, and I'm glad that Jennifer came over, and that Phil could join us. ;-0)

I slept really well last night. Jennifer was gone before Mark & I woke up; and I downloaded the new JLU and wrote about Enterprise some more before I watched the new JLU, and then decided to write this. I work tonight at 7pm; I need to get my Video Hut movies back today, and I'm actually feeling super horny right now, so I'm gonna have a stroke off session with my favorite penis. ;-0) Wish me fun.

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