Sunday, April 10, 2005

I did go to City Club last night, though much later than I expected to. There was a lot of construction going on in Detroit, so I was slightly worried that I wouldn't make it, but I pulled through just fine. The parking structure that I usually park in was closed so I had to park in an empty lot, much like I used to do when I first discovered City Club 10 years ago; I was a little worried about my car, but just like in the old days, it was fine. I danced alot, though I thought the music was kind of lame, and people that I usually see there, were not there; Joe wasn't working at the door, and I saw maybe 7 people I knew; Dolly was there, and we talked for quite a while; I love her. Matt's back in town from Pittsburg, and I wouldn't mind seeing him, for a chat. We dated for about 1 minute. Brian C. was there as well (who I dated for about 2 mins) and he was 'rolling' on XTC; charming.

I did more laundry today; I jacked off; I showered...I love clean sheets. In less than 5 weeks Star Trek & Star Wars will end (for now). JLU begins again in April, with a series of episodes that sound as if they are going to rock my socks. Alias has new episodes through the end of the season (sometime in May I think).

I've been buying a lot of gay themed movies in the last year. I never really cared that much about them in the past; I just liked a movie because it was good - not for the subject matter per say, but I think because of our country's lean towards conservatism, I almost feel like many people in power are trying to blot out the existance of gay people, and this is my way of kind of proving that we exist. Wacky huh? Crazy...probably. But I have a kick ass queer film library to show for it. They aren't just queer titles either; any movie with a gay character, or reference; basically anything that is inclusive is open for business on my shelf. Thank Joss I set up that Queer themed film database though; it's been more helpful to me, than the people I intended it for. ;-0)

So, about 'bundle sales' at Hollywood Video; as employees, it's part of our job to sell 'bundles', which are mainly a packaged deal in which a customer rents 2 new releases, and gets 1 candy item, a soda, and 2 bags of microwave popcorn for $9.99, which is a fairly good deal, assuming you want all of that stuff. I have a hard time upselling this stuff (usually candy) because it really is stuff that people don't need, and usually don't want. I was told in one meeting that in any retail service I'd be asked to do the same thing, which isn't true at all; I've worked in retail for years and years, and this is the first job where I've ever had to do this sort of thing, and it's hard for me, because it seems tacky, and it doesn't really seem to be about what the customers want, but what the company would like them to want, which, while maybe good business sense, seems to be poor customer service. Customers respect me because of my knowledge of film; people actually ask for me when I'm not there, and coworkers send people with questions in my direction; I don't know everything about every genre, but I know quite a bit, and I love that part of my job. My job, doesn't seem like a job - I go to the movie store; I help people find something they are likely to enjoy; I answer questions, and give background info, I do projects for my manager (who rocks by the way), and my coworkers are all kinds of cool.

The bundle selling problem has suddenly escalated; if the bundle sales in our store doesn't increase, all of my supervisors will be written up!?! I do sell bundles; it's not like I tell people to not buy them. Some people will rent 2 new releases, get a candy item, and not get the bundle deal when asked, even though they'll save .30 on their drink and get the 2 popcorns for free, and there's nothing I can do about that; it's the customer's choice, not mine. It seems unfair to punish people for this; especially if they're on track as far as bundle sales are concerned. It seems like, if anything, I should be in trouble - and if I was in trouble - or fired - I think that my customers would be outraged to know the reason why. The whole situation disgusts me, and people I've worked with for nearly 3 years are suddenly talking about leaving, which I don't want - and I don't want to lose this job; it's usuallly quite fun, and relaxing.

Oh, and another thing. When I went into work the other day, a movie that I was the last to rent, months ago, was discovered missing from it's case, and of course they came to me, because that makes the most sense, but I didn't have the disc, which is fine. But this is the 3rd time this has happened, sort of. I can't remember what the first movie was, but it was exactly the same thing, where I'd been the last person to rent the movie and the disc was gone - and then there was a movie I rented, which disappeared from the store, and that one was really good; I bought it the next week in fact for my gay film collection ("Rites of Passage"), and now this 3rd disc is missing, but there's no reason for me to steal discs from the store - for one thing, I like to display my movies and I'd need the case for that; another thing is that if I wasn't going to display the movie, I could just rip it to my computer, and no one would know - it would just be stupid of me to rent a movie and then steal it, there would be evidence linking it back to me, when in my job I could just open the case, take the disc, and put the case back; or I could rent it to some random person, and that would also solve the problem - so obviously it isn't me doing this, and while I don't think that anyone really believes that it's me, I think that it's possible that someone is targeting me for this theft, which is annoying.

roar.

I watched the 2nd episode of the L Word season 2 the other day, and I'm loving it. ;-0) And I so need to get ready for work.

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   Monday, April 11, 2005

Work was fun, but slow; I worked with Matt (who went home shortly after I arrived), Scott (who has really turned out so much cooler than I first expected him to) & Ben, with Heidi stopping by to pick up Scott, because his gf was working. Some 'christians' tried to witness to me while I was working:

them: "Did you go to church today?"

me: "hahahahahahhah. No."

them: "you know Jesus is The Man."

me: "Yeah, I hear he's hung."

them: "well, he was; he was persocuted."

me: "Yeah, well that's what Mel Gibson says, so it must be true."

them: "yeah; and he had love for everyone."

me: "Yeah, I used to date a guy like that."

them: "um...we weren't talking about that kind of love."

me: "What kind of love were you talking about then?"

One of them speaking to the other: "You know, I don't remember asking for this man's opinion."

me: "You know, I don't remember caring."

They left happy; I'm pretty sure they were stoned, and not in the biblical sense.

Ben let me go at a little past 11pm; we were that dead. I stopped at Aut Bar for a minute and got a great hug from Robert, but I felt...like not being there so I came home. I sorted a lot of my e-mail, which has been piling up, and I took a nap, and then I wrote this. I need to record some Enterprise episodes for Carrie & Adam, but I think I'll do that after I get some more sleep. I kind of feel like I should write some poetry, but I don't think I'm really up for that right at this moment.

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I watched some Batman Beyond last night. I'm actually really enjoying it, and I wish they'd release a boxed set of the series, which only ran for 52 episodes, though Batman II would make 8 more appearance (1 in The Zeta Project, 3 in ROTJ I-III, 1 on Static Shock, & 3 on JLU). I'm trying to make an episode guide for the Animated DC Universe, since many of the episodes don't make sense in either the order they were produced or the air date order. It's fun; it's like a puzzle; only I wish I had access to all the episodes/pieces. The 3rd Batman Boxed set will be released at the end of May, and a 2nd Superman boxed set is expected around December; a new single JLU disc should come out fairly soon, but I already have all of those; hopefully they will release a boxed set of Batman & Robin: Gotham Knights, as that would finish off the Batman I portion.

Ok, maybe I have too much free time on my hands, but I don't care. lol

I'm going to Necto tonight, as Matt & company from Bowling Green should be there. I dated Matt last year for...I'm not sure how long, but it wasn't more than a month before he dumped me. I haven't really dated anyone since, though I tried once. It's weird, but since Matt called it quits I've lost any attraction I had for him, and his has actually increased for me; it doesn't help that all his friends tend to like me, and ask him why he broke up with me. I hope he finds somebody, because that's what he wants, and while It's nice to be wanted, it's kind of uncomfortable, now that I don't share those feelings.

I don't work until Friday; what's up with that? I'm seeing the Beauty & The Beast musical with Mollie & Carrie tomorrow night; hopefully that goes smoothly, because I think it will be fun to see a show with those two. I kind of want to see The Ring 2 & Sin City, but I don't really feel like going to a theater to see them; lol. The only movie I guess I want to see in the theater is Episode III. Batman Begins might be good, but I don't have any strong feelings about it one way or the other, and I could probably wait for dvd on that one.

People at work want to know why I know so much about movies; it's because I'm a geek. That's my secret. I'ma white trash, gay nerd, who sometimes doesn't look the part, and that's all there is to it. lol

I should probably finish cleaning my room & stuff. blah.

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   Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Went to Necto tonight, and Matt & his friends showed up (after he forgot about coming, and then later cancelled), and Chris (my younger sister's ex-bf) was there as well. Some cowboy guy that used to know me from Denny's was there, but I didn't really completely remember him, which seemed to bother him - those days are kind of a blur for me, and I think that's for the best. Bob wasn't there, which is a shame. Sandor was there & there was forgiveness & I met Patrick, who is also in the band; they're opening for Assemblage23 on May 7 at Labyrinth; both invited me to the show; it sounds like fun actually, and I don't love live music.

I danced a lot. There was angry dancing, and funny dancing, and sad hurting wounded dancing...and there was just plain wacky dancing, but I felt I was kicking ass on the dancefloor; dancing much better than I have in a very long time.

After Necto, Matt & company came back to my place where I peeled off my vinyl pants and took a fast shower before taking them to Pizza House where we chatted and had a pretty good time; then I drove them back to their car, and I came home. My sheets are in the dryer, and I'm really tired, but I need my sheets! And I have to drive Mark to work in about 3&1/2 hours. blah.

I realized today that I haven't WANTED anyone in quite awhile. I want him & him & him. Or at least I used to; what happened to me? I still want him. And I like this other guy. But I haven't actually wanted to date anyone in forever...but I'm starting to want to again, which is good I think...except that I'm single, which...I'm tired and rambling - just ignore all this.

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I slept for 5 hours; Mark let me sleep, and went to work, and is now on his way home so I can drive him back to work. Hopefully I'll wake up more as the day progresses...? blah.

I just saw a tv spot for Episode III, online called Tragedy. Yay! ;-0)

No new e-mail of note. I sent Sandor the poetry I've written about him last week, and last night he said that he hadn't checked it, but that he would (and that his boyfriend sometimes opens his e-mail) - but he was, of course, drunk again last night, so I'm not sure he'll remember; and even if he does get it, I didn't ask for a reply, which I should have, because not knowing if he's read them is driving me crazy. grr. Usually I get feedback a lot faster than this. lol

Still no replies from Bob. Too bad; he's a cutie. :-0(

I got in a fight with Matt last night; he said that all he wanted to do last night was kiss me, but I swear the only reason he wants me now is because I don't want him back. When he broke up with me, early last year, I was so into him - and when he did break up with me, he rambled on about (and I kid you not) how he believed he must be the reincarnation of a flower child, and that he wasn't meant to be with just one guy. lol Later, as I met more of his friends and they all liked me, and he wasn't getting laid all the time, he decided he'd made a mistake...and I just wasn't attrated to him anymore. I don't think it's a punishment deal; it's just that as I saw more of him through the breakup...I liked him less than I did. I think he's fine as a friend, but I have no interest in anything more with him, and I've told him this in great detail in the past, and I thought we were through all of that, and last night we weren't, and for the first time that really pissed me off, because I was talking to him as a friend, and suddenly we were back to that shit. grr.

Anyways, I need to throw my shoes on, and grab my I.D. & my sunglasses.

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   Wednesday, April 13, 2005

The Beauty & The Beast musical was mostly lame, with lots of annoying children, stressed out, rude parents, and we almost didn't get a seat because the person we were meeting with our tickets was very late. The actors did a good job, but the show looked horrible with crappy special effects, and horribly janky backdrops that were probably meant to make us feel like the stage was a lot larger, but only really made me feel like I was in a very badly wall-papered nusery, with a bunch of whiny brats. blah. I still had fun hanging with Mollie & Carrie though, and the drive wasn't anything to worry about.

I stopped at the Aut Bar on the way home, very briefly, and saw Scott & Archie; nice to see Archie out & about (with a slight mohawk no less). And then I came home to check my e-mail and write this.

Before leaving I had a snack, and I finally finished watching that Clone Wars DVD, which ended rather well; I might try to watch the new season tonight, or not, as I'm super tired. Tomorrow I have to get my tax info from my Grandmother, and maybe go see The Ring 2 with Mollie.

We're thinking about going on a train ride to Chicago... hmmm. We'll see.

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After the last entry, I got ready to watch the new season of Clone Wars, and then, looked at my bed, couldn't resist, and slid beneath the covers for a 2 hour nap. When I woke up I watched the rest of Clone Wars which was actually really good; I hope they release this season on DVD soon. I'm very excited about Episode III now.

I talked to Amber Hatt the other day, though her phone apparently died in mid-conversation. She wants us (Mark, Mollie & Me) to visit again soon; we haven't been out there since October/November 2003. Apparently, her gaggle of friends no longer lives with her & Michael, which is strange; not even Laurie really, because she's always out with her new girlfriend, who is super cool I guess, but smokes, which bothers Amber, which is understandable. I'm thinking of sending Amber/Laurie a care package ;-0) With, maybe, a surprise for Michael is well. Don't know whatever happend to Phil & Boozhound. hmmm. I'll have to ask her next time we talk.

I drove Mark to work this morning, and then went to my Grandmother's to get my tax info; everytime I see that Bush/Cheney Sign in her yard I want to burn it! Those signs usually annoy me a little, but the thought of one being near the home where I was raised, while admittedly unsurprising, pisses me off to no end, and makes me feel like Grams doesn't really care about me - she does - just not openly; her love for me is closeted. I know that's not true though; I know I'm being a bitch, but that's hot it feels.

I didn't stay long at Grandma's cause I was super tired. I went directly home, and then ate, which meant I couldn't sleep right away or I'd get sick, so I did a whole lot of nothing. I actually shopped for more movies because Mark gave me an amazon gift certificate the other day, but it turns out that it's already been used; but by that point I already had the movies in my 'cart' and was checking out, and I just went ahead and ordered them, and this after I had decided to give Amazon a rest; especially since I'm going to be ordering some boxed sets (Enterprise/Batman) next month. Whatever. I went to bed after that.

Now I'm awake, obviously. I thought I might go to Meijer and get some Motrin for Mark & a tupperware/crate-like-thingy for my sex toys ;-0) I've been slowly building a collection of them in my singleness, and I don't want to 'hide' them, but I don't want them just spread all over the room either. I was also thinking (along the same vein) that I might go rent some porn from Video Hut; they have the best porn selection, and I love porn, and I'm apparently not having sex anytime soon. I don't like anyone enough to have sex with them right now...well, that's not true, I like one guy enough but he's taken, and I had a strong attraction to another one, but I haven't seen him since I met him, and we're never online at the same time, and he hasn't written me back, so I guess I should probably write that one off anyways; it's possible my website scared him; that much honesty can frighten boys away - if Bob is reading this I'm talking about you. lol. The first time I saw him outside the Necto I just wanted to lick him all over ;-0)

Alright, it's after 5pm, and I think I'm gonna get ready, go pick up Mark, go to Meijer (in case he needs anything besides Motrin), go to MediaPlay with the gift certificate I know isn't expired or used in hope of buying "Bad Education"; perhaps Mark will need to go to the Bank and/or post office. I'll drop Mark off at home, go to Video Hut for Porn, while he watches LOST, come home, watch ALIAS, head to Hollywood to pick up that movie I've been waiting for & that will make my night. Much masturbation to follow, possible chats, and reading of "Labyrinth of Evil". Ooh...I need to work out too. hmmm. Sounds like a busy night.

About me buying queer films from my list, if you look at the list, after tonight I should own all the movies from the start of the list through the end of the A's; wacky, huh? Plus tons more in the other letters, and I actually won't own "All Over Me" because it's not out yet, but I'm really excited that it will be soon; I saw that in theaters years ago with Jennifer & Tracy. Anyways, I'm not so much building a 'gay' shelf so much as a Queer Inclusive shelf; if there's a movie that references queer issues in some way it's welcome. I don't want it to be ALL GAY, ALL THE TIME, but I don't want to feel that any movie on this shelf denies my existance either; call it homosexism ;-0)

Another thing; I've been listening to "She Might Be Waking Up" by Shudder To Think, on repeat all day. I did that once on April 28, 1999 - and I ended up writing this poetry for my friend sort-of-friend Dorian (who I had recently made out with), and whom I have since learned, had many such transgressions. lol Just a funny memory now, I guess.

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So...I picked Mark up from work, we went to Meijer & got stuff, then on to MediaPlay where we spent far more than we expected to, but we saved a lot of money too, because almost everything we bought actually rang up for less than what they were marked, and they were marked for a sale price already. I got 3 cds (Phantom of the Opera, Garbage - Bleed Like Me, and Duran Duran - 7 & the Ragged Tiger), the Episode III novelization, Bad Education (which is what I went there for in the first place), and I got an Asajj Ventress action figure, because I think she rocks enough to own. I dropped Mark off at home and headed to Video Hut, where a cute 45 year old guy (who was like...a porn virgin) kind of hit on me, but I wasn't interested; he made me smile though. The dvd I wanted wasn't in, but I got some alternatives. I was way too late getting home to watch ALIAS so we're going to watch that later this week; I got Mark to watch Clone Wars instead, before making it out to Hollywood to get that dvd...um...er...dvds. And now I'm home, listening to music from the first Duran Duran tape (yes, tape) that I ever owned, while I type this out, and try to stave off sleep. blah.

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   Thursday, April 14, 2005

I started reading the Episode III prequel novel, Labyrinth of Evil by James Luceno tonight; I've owned it for a few weeks now, but I have so many books that I want to read that I haven't been able to pick one (lol); but those Clone Wars toons, and the new Episode III tv spots turned the tide, and I'm quite happy they did; the book so far (I just read 50 some pages without trying) is fab. The author, co-authored the Robotech series & I've read all 21 of those. I've also read his Episode I prequels: "Cloak of Deception", and "Darth Maul: Saboteur"; both of which helped me to look more fondly on my least favorite Episode.

I'm relaxed. It's really nice. This is kind of like vacation. I've been listening to "It's All Over, But The Crying" by Garbage, and "Call The Ships To Port" by Covenant. Good tunes, in my book. I'm chatting on gay.com right now. Cute boy pvted me to tell me I'm cute and that he likes gothboys; he's checking out my site; I hope it doesn't scare him away; I think it scares away a lot of boys who wouldn't be scared of me otherwise; I think it's cause I'm so graphic, or upfront; honest. It's a lot to take in, I guess. Also chatting with a guy I chatted with once before who is giving me a very flattering offer for sex, which I have no reason to turn down, except that I'm kind of on this no-sex kick, and I'm fine with that. Maybe someday I'll be super horny and not care so much about who I'm screwing and I'll kick myself for not screwing this guy (he's really cute, and has certain features I find delicious, and he's funny, and nice), but I've got to do, what I've got to do I guess. My dick doesn't want to say no though. I'm such a guy. I just want a guy that I like, before sex enters into it, I guess. God, I'm going all virginal again. what's up with this? lol

I'm leaving the chat rooms; gonna listen to the rest of the new Garbage CD; maybe read some more. Who knows? Maybe I'll even sleep! I'm such a rebel.

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I tried to sleep last night, but I was wired or something, and I just couldn't; I got to sleep about 8pm, only to have my roomie wake me up (for a good reason) but it was hard to accept that while I was tired and cranky, and I'd just gotten to sleep after hours of trying - luckily for us both, he shut off the light as I asked him to do, and we sorted things out fairly quickly, and I fell asleep again without the hassle I'd gone through earlier; I slept till 4:50pm. I guess I really needed that.

I've listened to the Garbage CD several times now and my 3 favorite tracks so far are "Run Baby Run", "Boys Wanna Fight", & "It's All Over But The Crying". I'm sure that will change as I listen to the cd more; I'm wacky like that.

Labyrinth of Evil, the Star Wars book I'm reading is like 'continuity porn'! It takes the Clone Wars comics, games, cartoons, novels, and combines all that info with the rest of the prequel novels, the 2 previous Episodes, and sets the stage for the 3rd & final prequel, while simultaniously, foreshadowing the original trilogy. It's amazing really, and a lot of fun for me to read. It's probably an ok book to read if you haven't read a Star Wars book before, and will help you understand the goings on in Episode III, but it's a much better experience if you've been following the Expanded Universe storylines.

I orginally started reading Star Wars novels after seeing The Phantom Menace. I didn't love the movie, but I wanted to like it more than I did. I didn't love Liam Neeson, and his character's death is supposed to be this big dramatic thing, but I didn't know that much about his character to really think of him as Qui-Gon Jin, I just saw Liam "die" which, made me giggle. But I wanted to feel something there, so I decided I'd read the then, fairly limited prequel books that led up to Episode I. I read the Jedi Apprentice series, a young adult series of novels (I love teenybopper books! lol); and that entire series was, for the most part available at the time, it was just a matter of finding them all; the series really helped me out, in that it was all about how Obi-Wan became Qui-Gon's apprentice - it also didn't hurt that in many of the books it felt like Qui-Gon & Obi-Wan were a couple. ;-0) This made me love Qui-Gon & when I eventually saw Episode I again, I cried when he died, and after that I even got over my odd Liam problem, and I like him now. lol I'm so weird.

Then I realized that I wanted to continue reading, so I continued with the prequel books, and after reading "Cloak of Deception", "Darth Maul: Saboteur", the "Darth Maul" graphic novel, & "Darth Maul: Shadow Hunter" which led directly into Episode I, I liked Episode I even more, because it was a perfect continuation of the novels, and I now understood all the political aspects of the film, that I didn't quite grasp before. I thought the novelization of Episode I was boring. The novelization of Episode II kicked ass. I own the novelization of Episode III, but I haven't decided if I'm going to read it before or after seeing Episode III in theaters.

I got the 2nd Volume of Teen Titans in the mail today; that give me the complete 1st Season. I'll enjoy them eventually, but I'm not excited by them at the moment.

I should probably eat something; maybe continue my book, or watch one of the movies I've bought recently, and not actually watched yet.

Even when my life is somewhat boring, it amuses me.

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   Friday, April 15, 2005

I watched "8 Mile" for the first time a couple of hours ago. I took a nap, last night, around 11:30pm, woke up at 1am, and I watched the movie; not bad; it was good, but I probably would have liked it better if I'd seen it upon it's release, but the theaters were so crowded... Anyways, it's cool.

I don't understand gay catholics; I've met a couple of them, and they tell me they fuck and then confess it to their priest later on; they say they confess about jacking off too - does that mean they feel guilty for doing those things, and if they feel so guilty about it, why do they do it? Do they view their sexuality as some kind of addiction, and if so, what does that say about the partners they choose to be with? It doesn't seem very flattering. And it doesn't seem very healthy either.

I don't like it when I'm greeted with: "How are you doing?" or "What's going on?" or something like that. I never know how to respond, since most people don't seem to really care about the answer. A hello will do. A nod of the head, or a smile, but this question...it just annoys me beyond the telling of it. Every once in a while someone will ask you how you're doing, or if you're ok, and they'll mean it, and that's fine... but the others can go fuck themselves.

Speaking of fucking oneself; I love my toys. I love my cock. And I love jacking off. ;-0) Which is lucky for me, considering how long I've gone without a partner. And who knows how long it will be before I find another one to my liking, if ever.

I should probably get some more rest; I have to work today.

ooh. New Enterprise episode tonight ;-0)

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I can't sleep, again; this sucks. I read some more Labyrinth of Evil; more continuity goodness; I'm loving this book.

I just remembered something Mollie told me on the way to see Beauty & The Beast Tuesday night. She told me she saw an episode of Star Trek: The Next Generation that she had never seen before. Mollie doesn't actually like Trek, though she loves DS9 because the writing is so much better than the average Trek. Anyways, she caught the 5th Season episode "The Outcast" which is really the only Next Gen episode to deal with sexual orientation; and I told her that the original airing of the episode had a profound effect on me; it is not a happy episode, and it aired on March 16, 1992. I know it aired that night, because 2 nights later I slashed my wrists and ended up in a hospital. Mollie had a different sort of problem with the episode; she said that the genderless aliens in the episode, the J'naii (who were actually played by women) reminded her of Kevin Clark, and she had to turn it off. She said that they all sounded, and looked a bit like him, and that the episode was making her sad and she couldn't figure out why, and that it just hit her and she just had to shut it off. It's a great episode really...but it's not fun; even without the KC reminders.

Why can't I sleep? Roar. My eyes hurt. I'm a little thirsty, maybe I should drink some water. hmmm.

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So I did manage to get some sleep, but it was...lacking. I woke up an hour before I needed to work; I replied to an e-mail from the boys at Hypnogaja, and I got ready for work. I had forgotten to take my Prilosec last night, until way late, so my acid reflux was kicking in big time, and I couldn't eat before work. I thought I'd be grumpy at work, what with the small amount of sleep, mixed with the no food, but besides a slight headache and 1 bitchy customer I had a lot of fun...for the short time I was there. We were dead; we had next to zero customers, and there weren't a lot of returns, so we kept sending people home early, until it was my turn; I hardly work lately as it is, so I should have stayed, but I was so bored, and I was getting a headach from the lack of sleep/food thing, so I said I'd go, and now I'm home, about to eat & take some pain killer. blah.

I work more hours next week than I have in a while and I still don't work that much. I don't mind not working; I've enjoyed my time off, but I like my job, so it sucks not working there - and though I make next to zero cash, it wouldn't hurt to have a little more spending money, what with my recent splurges. I might hang out with Bryan & Robert later...a new Enterprise is on tonight; 4 weeks and the show will be over. It's possible I could go to Necto tonight as well, but the "music" on gay night just sucks so bad, that I'd probably get a better workout at home, which is too bad, because I always see lots of people that I know on Fridays.

Anyways...my head is killing me, so I'm going to remove myself from the computer.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:20 PM
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I chatted with Bob today on AIM; it was all kinds of fun. He's from Grand Haven, which sounds like a sucky place to live. He's cute. I thought his friend Patrick was his boyfriend when I first saw them together, and he told me today that Pat is is his ex-bf and that they are just friends now; I still have 'it'. ;-0) He's funny, and I enjoyed chatting with him.

After I picked Mark up from work we went to Video Hut to return my rentals; then stopped by Staples to see if Mollie or Jennifer were working; Mollie was off, but Jennifer chatted us up for a while. Then we stopped by Hollywood so I could say hello to DJ which was nice, but the big surprise (for me) was that Heidi was there; there was much hugging and smiling ;-0)

Mark & I headed home to watch Enterprise, but I suddenly felt very tired and I slept for about a half an hour, and so missed the show; we'll download it later, and maybe watch it tomorrow; I have tomorrow off. He's going to go see Sin City, which I meant to see with him, but I've come to realize that I really hate going to the theater on weekends; it's so crowded.

Mollie called and invited me over, so I'm gonna get dressed and head over there to play "Scene It" with her, Adam & Karen; possibly Kenny. I'm craving a caffiene free Pepsi. ;-0)

   posted by Bald Jason at 11:56 PM
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   Saturday, April 16, 2005

I went to Mollie's; played 'Scene It' with Adam, Mollie, Kenny, & Karen; had lots of fun; ate a lot of junk food, without thinking about it, and laughed more than I have in ages. Somehow Shawn Forman got brought up, by me or Mollie (I can't remember which) and we ran with it, and I ended up calling him at home, and he actually answered, which I thought was a good thing, but he was apparently having sex with his boyfriend Jonathan, which sort of killed the fun, for awhile at least. Why, of WHY did he have to answer the phone??? Erg.

Shawn told me to call him back tomrorrow (today?) around 1:30pm, and he would be awake and stuff, but I'm not sure I'll be awake so we'll see. He also said that he has Wednesday off, and I do too, so maybe I can visit them that day? We'll see.

I'm home now. Got an e-mail from Carrie about Enterprise (she liked it), but that was the only important e-mail I got. :-0( I guess I'm off to bed...or something.

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:29 AM
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Oh - another thing. I've been trying to get on AIM, but when I do, it says: "Your buddy list and buddy icon are not available currently, but they have not been lost. Please try again later."

What the fuck?

   posted by Bald Jason at 04:31 AM
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