Monday, August 1, 2005

Slept. Went to work. Came home. Went grocery shopping with Mark. Talked with Mollie & Carrie on the phone. Mollie spoke of Serenity; Carrie is apparently going to watch Firefly, and then see the movie with us. I had never rewatched the final episodes; I just did. I fucking love that show. I'm so excited about the movie...but in a calm way. I'm glad they made it, and I want to see it, but it's like when Mollie & I were watching it for the first time on DVD and we didn't want to rush it because we knew that there were no more episodes than the 15 we had on DVD. I don't want the Firefly story to be over after the movie. The movie is getting a lot of positive hype, and there are options for sequels, but I wish that they were planning to bring back the series instead. I'd much rather Joss do Firefly for HBO or something, instead of Wonder Woman. erg.

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My stomach has been a little upset all day. I think it's because I had ice-cream last night. I tried some new flavors that I was really excited about, but I had forgotten that a few years ago I stopped eating ice-cream because it didn't seem to get along with my insides. blah. The ice-cream was yummy too! Whatever. I'm over it. There's so much I can't eat, now that I actually want it. I'm usually ok with that, but today it sucks. I can't really "drink"; alcohol I mean. I can have a drink but then I have to stop. When I'm tired, I can't drink coffee to wake me up. When I'm depressed, I can't eat chocolate. When I'm hungry, I can't wolf out on pizza. It's all very annoying, but I think I've handled it fairly well.

My room's a bit messy. It's not that bad, and I could make it look really good in about 10 minutes, but I don't feel like moving. I did get some stuff done, while not moving. I updated some of my picture pages (randomly, of course). Pages 8, 9, 18 & 20 all have some new pix up. I should invest in still more pictures but I don't think I have the time.

Mollie has her surgery this week, and another one the week after; I'm worried about her. Mark called me to let me know that he had to run some errands, and he said that he read her blog and that she doesn't really have money for her meds, but I told him that when I talked to her last night she was on her meds, so I'm assuming she got them. If not, Mark obviously wants to help her as much as I do; that makes me proud of him. Things are always better when your friends get along with each other.

Laurie should be back in Michigan by the end of the week. I hope I'll get a chance to see her soon. And Shawn & Jonathan as well. I hate knowing people that are so cool, that I see so infrequently. It's just annoying. You meet people that are cool, and become friends with them, and you want to see them, but you just can't, and it sucks. I know that's true for everyone, but I'm feeling it a lot lately. Jennifer is in Washington, and Paul, Jason & Mark are in California; Amber is in Virginia, and a good number of my friends in Michigan really don't live that close to me.

Why am I whining so much?

And I miss Solomon & Janella too. And Nicole from Meijer; I'll have to get her phone # from Karen. erg. I have so much to get done, and things keep popping up, and I'm trying not to be stressed, but I just can't help it. I'm getting a lot done though, and that's cool.

I'll be 31 a week from Friday, which is something of a non-event for me. I really don't care about it. I don't feel bad or depressed or anything like that about getting older. And I think that Mark & I will have a lot of fun. We're going to Red Robin for my birthday; just the two of us. ;-0)

I know you're reading this Mark, so just let me say thank you for the shelf in advance...and I've really been enjoying our friendship lately. A lot. Thank You.

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   Wednesday, August 3, 2005

Tuesday morning, I got out of bed, and called Mark to let him know I'd be ready around 12:30 so he could bring me the car so I could get some stuff done, but he told me the car was at the dealership having some minor, but annoying flaws taken care of, and it wouldn't be done until around the time he got out of work. That really threw my day out of wack. Then I had some online shopping problems that I had to deal with, which was pretty annoying. And I felt like I didn't have any energy, and that I just wanted to get out of the condo. I went outside and sat for awhile, and got the mail.

I got some cd work done. I slept for a few hours. When Mark got home, I got ready and we went to Hollywood to return a movie, and to check up on some stuff, which proved fruitless. We went to Meijer & Kroger but ended up getting nothing before coming home. I watched a few episodes of Cheers, and I spoke to Mollie on the phone briefly, about stuff. She said she'd call me later, but she didn't, which is fine.

Aroudn 12:30am I went to the Aut Bar and chatted with Scott, who was looking very handsome; it sucks that we don't click as well as we would seem to. Then William dropped in, and it was great to see him, actually. I hung with him for awhile. William is a strange one. He's very attractive, but when I met him, he was kind of an ass. He's getting older, which is nice, and he is actually a lot more attractive now, but I love how his personality is developing, more so than his body. I told him I was going shopping, and he asked if I would mind him tagging along, which I didn't expect. It was fun. We went to Kroger & Meijer, and talked a lot, and it was all good. I introduced him to people as my friend, and he asked if that is what we've become...and perhaps we have, which is nice.

I bought him a rose, at Kroger which he loved. The boy is crazy about flowers & clogs. And he's fond of saying "shutup", in an adorable way. I gave him a big hug goodnight, and I'm really glad I ran into him at the Aut Bar - he really provided me with a fun couple of hours, and I really appreciate that these days.

I work today, at 1pm. I should get some sleep so I can drive Mark to work later.

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   Thursday, August 4, 2005

Work was fine. I almost had a breakdown later though. I just had all these unexpected money problems that sprang up out of nowhere to ruin my surprise for Mark... But everything's back on track now, which is nice. I'm lucky to have him.

Today was Jennifer's 31st Birthday; I hope it was fantastic! ;-0)

Mollie has her surgery in the moring. I'm super-freaked about it. I'll probably be all over the map tomorrow.

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   Saturday, August 6, 2005

Mollie's surgery was the most painful thing she's ever experienced (and that's saying something, when it's Mollie); I wish there was more I could have done to help her - the whole thing just made me feel so helpless. It may be even worse for her later today; the whole thing just sucks beyond the telling of it. Mark & I went to see her at her apartment Thursday night (she didn't end up staying overnight at the hospital after all), and then later I went back & watched Firefly with Carrie, Mollie & Kenny, which was a lot of fun.

Friday, I had to get a ride to work, and I had a horrible headache, and I didn't feel that great, and once I got there, I was mostly ok. The day went by really slowly though. After work I started watching a movie and fell asleep for a couple of hours. Then I got up, shaved, showered, got dressed and stopped at Aut Bar on the way to Necto. I talked to Robert, and Garret, and Ian & his friend Michelle. I saw Becky & Scott. Patrick was there, and I danced with him; he's so cute. I danced with Fabio too. I was all in vinyl so I was super sweaty, but no one seemed to care. James was there. And a million other people I knew; it was very social.

I was waiting outside to say goodnight to Ian, and there was this stunningly hot guy named Mahesh, who I complimented, and then we were all over each other - like Way all over - like we had to stop when the police drove by or we would have been arrested. I was dead tired though, and I figured he just wanted sex, which is fine, except I've been looking for a boyfriend, and I just...I don't know. I'm turning into such a prude. But he was so beautiful; bi-racial guys are so hot! And he had these hazle/green eyes that were just...he should have been a model. He lives in Ann Arbor though, and he got my number, but if he calls me I'll be astounded. I just don't see it happening, which is too bad, because I could have licked him for hours ;-0) erg. His ass was amazing - his...his everything was the essence of yum.

I had missed a call from Jennifer while I was at the bar, and I called her back, and left a message, while I was peeling off my clothes. I took a much needed shower, and now I feel clean...tired, but not overly so. I have to get some work done, but I think I'll sleep first, actually. Mark said he might go see "The Island" tomorrow, but I'm not sure he'll actually go. We've been spending a lot of time together lately, and although he now knows that I'm giving him something on his birthday, and that all those sweet-tarts were intended for him, which I was kind of hoping he would never find out, at least until after my bithday... Even though he knows all of that, he still doesn't know what I'm actually giving him, which is sort of a surprise; I just suck at planning things.

Maybe Mark & I can go visit Mollie & company after we eat at Red Robin? That might be fun. Anyways... I'm off.

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