Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Made it to Michael's just fine. He was actually in a much better mood than when I'd spoken to him on the phone. He calmed my nerves and even set Mark up on a date, which made me happy. We watched the True Blood mini-sodes and 'The Invention of Lying' - though it was 'hard' to pay attention to the movie with him fondling me. We slept well. Mark came and got the car when we were asleep so he could go to a job interview that didn't go well. Michael & I had sex and a great morning / afternoon. He drove me home. Getting ready to go to a party in Allen Park. More later.

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   Saturday, September 4, 2010

Party Wednesday was mostly fun; won several consecutive games of euchre. Made friends. Confirmed that 1 'friend' doesn't like me (Danny). My partner in euchre was Marty, who recognized me from gay.com, hollywood video and aut bar. There was drama though. Michael was pissed I went but that blew over. A boy that new me through my website and Michael Eisinger was having a rough night, which is a shame cause he's a sweetheart and adorable. Kissed a boy randomly and meaninglessly, that led to other drama. Oh. And the owner of the home is a closet case. Whatever. I mostly had fun.

Thursday was about chilling and making amends with Michael. He came to me and apologised. My stomach was wonderful on Thursday. I slept well that night.

Friday my stomach was NOT ok. :( I started feeling a bit depressed. Tom & Shawn had bad days as well. I had good conversation with them and Michael though. I later got a massage from Mark and slept in his bed with him [after we got groceries together].

Today. I feel...sad. Not sure why. I hate that. I'm trying to bounce back from whatever it is...but honestly, I feel like hybernating, reading and sleeping.

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Resisting that hibernation instinct. Plenty of time for that in the winter. I had a light, vitamin filled snack with no problems so far; that's good. Showered twice to get out of this head space. Almost went to bed but shaved instead. Sorted my laundry; hung up my clean shirts...made my bed. Got dressed. Traded texts with Shawn; left one for Michael too. Listening to Eminem / Rihanna on repeat again: love the way you lie. Think I'm going for a walk soon. Not sure where I'm going or what I'll do when I'm out...Mark's parents are on their way over so Mark is cleaning...that's cool; nice to see him moving around and cleaning stuff - very cool.

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   Sunday, September 5, 2010

I did go for a walk yesterday after Mark's parents arrived but it was SO chilly that my jaw started aching. I almost turned around and headed home then changed my mind. I texted Tom and he warned me the bars / food places were jammed with game day peeps (UofM's first football game of the season) so instead of heading downtown I headed in this big circle that brought me back home relatively quickly, but made me feel good about having gotten a bit of light exercise, which is all I need sometimes.

When I got back to the condo, I warmed up and got over the effects of the cold (the pain)...then joined Mark & his parents for 2 games of euchre - each player winning once, then some card tricks, conversation, and they went home; it was nice to see them. I also talked on the phone with Michael while they were there (he's good and we might hang out Monday night) and also traded texts with Shawn Walker.

I chatted online for a long time, with old, dear friends like Mollie & Monty Vaughn...and chatted with new guys too, who for once, were really cool. I chatted late into the night, waiting for a call from Shawn saying he was going to Aut Bar but figured he'd fallen asleep...only I got a delayed text that let me know he'd gone over 2 hours previously (at 10pm). It was nearly 1am when I left for the bar. I ran into lots of people I knew (Terry, Jared, Ryan, bartender Michael). Shawn was there with his friend Steve; good to see him again; Shawn was TRASHED. Jared tried to kiss / fondle me. I also said hello to this guy who I didn't remember but had talked to last year - his name is Brian and he's moving to Ypsi on Wednesday to go to school at EMU - he's cute and he remembered our conversation from the previous year and how Michael had been with me at the time and that he hadn't spoken. I think I made an ass of myself, but that's fine.

After Aut...or after Shawn interrupted me talking to Brian to say that he & Steve were leaving and that if I wanted to go with them I had to go right then...we walked to NYPD; I was cold but at least had my leather jacket / hat on; the other two weren't so lucky. When we got there, Steve went in while I waited for Shawn to finish a cigarette...we were standing very close and talking intently, and he was leaning on me for warmth and support and this car stopped and a guy shouted out the window for us to kiss and that it would be cute - so we did. It was funny. Only in Ann Arbor. :)

The pizza there always looks gross. Ick. But the company was good. Lots of fun conversation. We then walked Steve (who just moved into a new place on Lawrence) home. Then we walked hand in hand back to Aut Bar where we talked for another hour I think. I still like him. He still likes me. And it's both wonderful and terrible. After a while we sat in my car cause it was cold but when I started the car I was reminded that the gas light had come on when I was on my way to the bar so I took him with me to get gas. He left shortly after we got back to Aut.

I was very tired. But when I got home I just couldn't sleep and stayed up for nearly 4 more hours. Going to bed around 8am. I slept until just after 2pm. Slept well. Got up. Did Farmtown and wrote this.

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Talked to Michael for a bit earlier; he's chiling at home tonight; probably see him tomorrow evening. Mark & I are going to get water tomorrow. Not doing much today at all, and I'm ok with that. Traded some texts with Shawn; he's watching the tv discs I made for him.

The only annoyance of the day is that my Farm Town isn't loading. And...as annoyances go...that's pretty small.

I had a massive shake with toast and managed to keep it down. So far. Go me. It was YUMMY.

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   Monday, September 6, 2010

So...Mark had a talk with me last night and our money troubles appear to be reaching the crisis point. He spoke about cutting so many things from our budget...like phones, internet - possibly even selling the condo and moving to an apartment...it's all so sad. I love it here. I love my room. It really feels like my home and I don't want to lose that. I need to see about getting on disability for my gastro paresis; even when it's going well, part of that is me sitting still and not stressing AT ALL, so as much as I want to have a job...I'm not sure I can do it. It's hard enough to find ANY job, let alone one that's understanding of my condition. :0(

I'm trying very hard not to be depressed about this.

A year ago tomorrow - (which was a Monday last year) - I found out the truth about Michael. Tonight I'll be hanging out with him as friends. Strange how this all works.

I thought the season finale of True Blood was on last night - but it's next week. Ugh. 2 weeks of waiting before we see the finale, which will undoubtedly have a cliffhanger ending. lol

I just shaved and showered. I chatted most of the night and didn't get to bed until around 10am. I feel stressed. The money stuff is stressing me. Ugh. I slept for about 5 hours, in Mark's bed.

I'm gonna get ready and head to Michael's so I'll hopefully be there when he gets home. Just chill with him and try to relax. Take a book or two. And I'm taking a xanax right now. I need to chill the fuck out.

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   Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Went to Michael's last night, around 4pm. Was there waiting when he got home. Had a really good time. We ate and watched Ally McBeal (which I brought with me); ended up watching like 5 episodes, then went to bed. Slept really well. Woke up to a text from Shawn around 5am. Back to sleep and got up at 9am or so. Showered. Fucked. Watched more Ally. Tried to read. Took another nap. It was gorgeous outside and I didn't want to miss the chance for a walk so I headed home around 4pm. Home now. Mark & I will be heading out for a walk soon.

I missed a dose of prilosec when I was there, but even before that I was throwing up. I'm starting to wonder if things will ever get better in that regard. :-0(

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Had a great walk with Mark. We walked across campus to South University. We stopped at Ulrich's to see if Chris Varney was working but she was off. We went to PNC Bank for some business. We met Tom Crawford over on State Street, went to clothing store and then Starbucks where I tried something new and flirted with a hot older guy. Later we parted company, with Tom heading home while Mark & I went to Borders. Saw lots of books I'd like to read. TRYING to get back into reading. I'd very much like to read "A Lion Among Men" but have yet to find it in mass market paperback...there's a Velgarth book I've yet to read...and there are SO MANY Charles De Lint books I've never read! I feel so behind! Plus I'm trying to catch up on Trek again. lol. I might get some reading done tonight, I'm not sure.

Also on the walk (which Mark & I both enjoyed) I traded texts with Shawn and later Michael who said he was sorry that he hadn't joined us and suggested that we might be able to do it tomorrow night. Sounds cool.

I've not had much to eat today. I'm gonna try this egg / cheese thing that will be smaller than the omelettes that I've been eating, and will (hopefully) be less trouble for my stomach as SMALL portions of food are the only way to go lately.

I have some slight pain in my lower back...which may be my kidney; hoping it's not a stone on the move again.

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   Thursday, September 9, 2010

Shortly after the last entry our power went out. Don't know why. Wind? The whole block was out. Mark & I huddled in the dark; tried to sleep. I started reading a different Trek book: A Singular Destiny. It's one of a series of books I'll need to read before the new DS9 themed books coming out soon. At around 4am, Wedneday, we packed up our frozen stuff and took it to Michael's; he was at work but gave us permission. We then went to Benny's for FRESH Perfectionate doughnuts. YUM. Then Meijer for some random stuff. Back to Michael's where we slept. Woke just before Michael got home from work. We watched some Ally. Later we headed home while Michael slept. We got the internet running. I spoke to Shawn on the phone, and later Michael (after I'd taken a nap). Been up for about 7 hours, hungry, having eaten nothing, for no good reason.

Looks like SOME of our money troubles might be retreating for a bit. Some unemployment money, Bitserve scratchings, and a loan from Mark's father are saving the day.

THANK YOU.

I miss Mollie.

And I want to read 'A Lion Among Men', which is coming out in paperback at the end of the month (finally).

I have 6.5 episodes of Six Feet Under left to watch...I think.

I'm going to make a shake and watch Monday night's 'The Closer', I think.

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Had my shake. Watched the new Closer episode. I feel oddly stressed again. Like I can't relax. I've felt this on many other days before...just getting better at expressing it. :-0(

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Slept. After Michael hit on Tom. Asking him if he wanted to meet discretely. Tom is proving exceptionally loyal; I think he's restoring my faith that there are SOME good men, even while others prove themselves to be assholes.

I might go on a date tomorrow with a guy named Jason. He's cute.

There's also a guy named Matthew that I'm pretty sure I've met before who is talking about going for coffee on Sunday. Mmmm. Coffee. :)

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   Saturday, September 11, 2010

Slept well on Friday. Didn't end up going out with Jason, though we're talking about going out some other time.

I spoke to Michael on the phone briefly.

I chatted online.

I spoke to Mollie. :-0)

I spent some time with Mark.

I mostly stayed at the computer.

But I made sure to take my meds on time and I ate several meals; I'd been skipping meals lately because my stomach was so upset, but I made sure I ate several times, and different things.

I stayed in Friday night, intending to read my book, but ended up glued to the computer again...reading BSG info and listening to the soundtrack music...nostalgic for the series. Now looking forward to the upcoming Caprica episodes.

I have a headache. Gonna go to bed soon.

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Still awake. It's raining so Mark will be using the car. Michael wants me to come over later and cuddle. It's possible. But I need to get some sleep now.

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Slept for 2 hours. Woke up feeling stressed. Thankfully Michael later texted and cancelled. It sounds like he's feeling much the same way I am. I took a xanax. I NEED to chill. I feel exhausted. I need to chill. I wish I had some epsom salts for a bath but don't have the energy (from lack of sleep / drugs) to go get any. Blah.

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Slept some more. Woke up in pain. My throat hurts. My ass is on fire. Mark got me some epsom salts so I took a nice bath. I'm having a horrible time getting comfortable / relaxing. This is a day that started out bad and got worse as it went along.

I think I may have forgotten to mention that another friend betrayed me for sex this morning. I'm sure that's where a lot of this is coming from. It's so hard to trust men these days...it's just that with the tools at my command now they're revealed as liars and backstabbers before they actually cheat on me. Blah. If I could just sleep for the next month I'd be happy with that.

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   Monday, September 13, 2010

What a difference a day makes. I read before bed this morning. Went to sleep around 10am. I woke around 4:30pm, feeling rested. I got ready for my coffee date; very casual. It was nice outside so I walked to the meeting place (Starbucks on Main); leaving the condo around 5:30pm; I was supposed to meet Matthew at 6pm. On the way there I passed the Aut Bar and saw several friends sitting outside, and thinking I was probably going to be early for the date, happily stopped in to see them. These friends included Feelix, Sean, Drew & Dwayne - and someone I didn't know name Josh. I enjoyed chatting with them but had to go to the date.

I was a few minutes late to my date, however, so was Matthew, and so we thought it was funny that we had such perfect timing. He bought me a coffee and we sat outside talking. We tried going to Vault of Midnight but it had closed earler. We then went to the Ann Arbor Brewing Company where we had more great conversation - we have a lot in common, with many differing opinions, but I loved the conversation and the relaxed nature of it all. I walked him to this car after - which was about a mile out of my way, but had a great time and we parted around 8pm.

Soon after this I was rammed in the leg / hip from behind by a bicycle rider who swerved to miss me at the last second (on the sidewalk) and ran into a post. He then proceded to rant at me. I called him a bitch and told him to watch where he was going next time...or at least warn a person. He told me I should be careful who I call a bitch and I said FUCK YOU! - which I think actually echoed for several miles. He scurried away.

On the way home I passed Aut Bar on the off chance that my friends would still be there and surprisingly they were! I joined them, and another friend who told me his name twice yet I still don't remember it - despite him being a very nice guy. There was lots of conversation; lots of spirited debate. Loads of laughter. Later saw my friends Ryan & Jared...and met a guy named Aaron in passing. Liza was our waitress.

Michael texted me at 9:21pm:

"Dont text back. Goodnite. Hope youe date is going well. I love and miss you."

Which sort of made me grumpy but he did wish me a good date...and sent love and miss you so I think it was a good message in retrospect. My back hurts

I headed home around 11pm; cold from sitting outside and needing to walk home. The walk was chilly but relaxing. The sky was BEAUTIFUL. When I got home I had some candy and wrote this - and also discussed the night's events with Mark. Gonna show Mark a picture of Matthew, then probably take a bath. Have some real food after that.

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Ate. Watched the True Blood finale. Read stuff online. Took my relaxing bath. Missed a text from Michael. Going to bed soon; sleepy.

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Basically, after the last entry, I texted Michael back, and then went to sleep. I just woke up about 20 minutes ago. I slept extremely well. I had really good, really silly dreams that are already slipping away. I saw that I'd missed a call from Michael less than 10 minutes previous to waking so I called him back; he had a good day. He asked about my date and if I was still going to a wedding with him in October...and expressed concern that if I found a boyfriend that he and I would spend less time together. I told him that might happen...or I might not find a boyfriend and he might...or him moving might affect us hanging out...that things will obviously change because that's life, but if I have a boyfriend the only thing that would change between Michael & I is that we would no longer have sex. He seemed somewhat comforted by this. I might visit him tonight, but he has some sex scheduled that may or may not happen (a guy he's been aching to fuck is supposedly gonna let him today - only now he's not in touch) - if it does, he might call me after to hang out, or if it doesn't happen I may go then. We'll see.

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Read the news. Took my prilosec. Talked to Mark...apparently Carrie visited while I was asleep and I'm sorry I missed her...but the sleeping thing was great. Too bad I couldn't have done both at the same time! It looks nice outside. Think I might go for a walk.

I have a slight headache that MIGHT get worse. Grrr.

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   Tuesday, September 14, 2010

My headache didn't get worse. Went for a brief walk with Mark but my tummy was upset so we came back fast. I've felt ill the rest of the night. I ate some fries. And now I have a killer migrain. Not happy.

:-(

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Was up with the headache all morning. Blah. Managed to get some sleep. Woke up with the headache still with me. Thought I was hanging out with Michael today but that doesn't seem to be the case now.

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   Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Struggled with the headache most of the night. Finally went to Michael's to cuddle or get a hug before he left for work but I just missed him. We spoke on the phone and are planning to chill tomorrow. Mark's Uncle's viewing is tomorrow also and I may go to that as well, but it depends on how I react to a pill I have to take to relax my jaw. I want to go to a party tonight but not sure I'll be awake for it. Friday I have another date with Matthew, who's coming here to watch a movie. Then Saturday I have Coming Out Fest and Carrie's party. Hopefully Sunday I'll be able to crash.

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   Saturday, September 18, 2010

Mark & I went for a walk on Wednesday but we came home soon after cause my stomach was bothering me. I later slept, trying to dodge the head pain I was having. I did go to the party in Allen Park. Had a mostly good time. Saw some new friends and made others. Ran into people I've only ever known from online. Boys flirted with me. It was nice.

Thursday I went to Michael's but as soon as I got there he was called into work so I slept a bit while he was there. When he got home we went to the store for detergent and then got food for Michael. Went back to the apartment. I took my muscle relaxant and ate. We watched Ally McBeal & Xena. I slept much of the day and night because of my pill. I left for home the next morning.

Friday I chilled and cleaned and did my laundry...all in prep for my date...only I was STILL tired. I told this to Matthew (we had a date scheduled at 6pm) and he suggested we postpone the date, which disappointed me but was understandable. He told me to have sweet dreams. I felt good about this. I was gonna get my rest and he was understanding... I thought maybe I'd have the energy to hang out afterall though...only I then found out he was attempting to hook up with a friend of mine for the night which hit me pretty hard. I know that he's not my boyfriend or anything and he had every right to do that...but when I was with Michael, the times he hooked up with others were most often the times when I was busy or had to sleep and there were at least 3 times when he actually encouraged me to sleep so he could hook up with other guys - so this stung quite a bit. I blocked him from my account...slept a bit, feeling better about it once I'd spoken to Mark about it. Then I got a message from him asking why I'd blocked him (I didn't think he'd notice) and that he'd been looking forward to our date. Hm. Anyways...writing him a message explaining but not done with it yet. I unblocked him.

I slept really well today. I have to eat and get ready for Carrie's party. I'm afraid I'll be missing Out Fest this year, which SUCKS!

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   Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Went to Carrie's party Saturday night; got all gothed out. Lots of fun to see Carrie & her friends. Was bummed that I'd just missed my cousins Kristen & Jeremy!?! It's weird to me that they still see her but not me. We left the party around 12:45am and went to OutFest which was nowhere near as large as it's been in previous years. Shawn Walker, Felix, Brian, Brian, Redcloud, Drew and assorted other people were there. A blast was had by all I think. Mark & I then drove Shawn to an after party...which was kind of lame, but Felix, Redcloud, Brian, Ryan and someone else were there. Felix gave me a massage, though it wasn't as good as I'm used to - probably because of all the people around and me not being naked. lol. Later, Redcloud was rude (so not in his charater usually, maybe he was buzzed?) so we left, taking Shawn back to his car, then came home. I fooled around online for HOURS then slept most of Sunday...staying in Sunday night, not feeling very well.

Monday I slept all day again. Went out Monday night with Mark & Chris to Necto; had fun; danced a lot. There was a cute gay couple dancing, which always makes me happy. Came home, watched lots of Chelsea Lately online. Had a terrible headache. Slept. Woke up around 7:30pm. Went to Trader Joe's, Hillers & Whole Foods with Mark. Think I've got all my groceries covered now. lol.

Home now. Kind of bored. Part of me wants to go for a walk or take pictures or something, while another part wants to just read, relax, and sleep some more.

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   Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I watched the new Glee (2x01 Audition). I chatted a bit. I watched Dexter 1x02 ("Crocodile"). I watched the pilot episode months ago and didn't love it. I liked this one a lot more. We have seasons 1-4; season 5 starts on Sunday. Perhaps I'll begin watching it. I'm behind on so many tv shows.

Think I'm staying in tonight. Might try to sleep. We'll see.

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Felix called and asked me out. We have tentative plans for Friday. I'm willing. Could be cool. He sounded very nervous.

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Had a headache but it's gone now thanks to a hot shower & Midrin, which Mark provided as I'm currently out. I'll get that filled soon. There were thunderstorms for awhile, which amused me.

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Had a smaller than usual shake with a smaller than usual slice of toast...and I've now thrown up all of it I think. So gross. So not understanding why this happened now. I'm not stressed about anything. I took my prilosec. Maybe it's because I've not been walking? Yet I did dance a lot Monday night so it's not like I haven't exercised. I don't know. But I'm very unhappy about it. I've been told (and experienced) that this kind of stuff can just happen to me for no reason...and I guess even when I'm doing my all to keep it in check I can still experience this shit. :-0( I've even been sleeping really well so it's not fatigue. Maybe I need even smaller amounts of food? I don't know. I'm trying to stay optimistic...yet for this morning...I'm just very, very unhappy.

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   Thursday, September 23, 2010

Stayed in a good mood yesterday despite my stomach being all annoying. Slept pretty well. Stomach was upset again last night. My plans for the morning were screwed but I'm not gonna let this ruin my day. Gonna shave and shower and take pictures, and go for a walk...get my Midrin refill later. Maybe upload my pictures later? I don't know. Been dancing around my room to old goth tunes. :-0)

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Shaved and showered. Puked a lot. Sipping water. When I think my stomach can take it I'll prilosec, Zantac & a Xanax. Not taking any chances.

I need to get this to stop.

Trying not to be scared.

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I layed down to chill for awhile at 4pm, not readlly thinking about it...not really thinking about how I'd had a Xanax...and ended up sleeping until 10pm. :-0( I missed my walk in the sunshine, and my friend's show at Crazy Wisdom. Bummed out. Hopefully my stomach is doing better though.

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   Friday, September 24, 2010

My stomach was NOT better last night. It was terrible. And I had a migrain and couldn't keep the majority of my pain meds down! With the help of what little pain killer I could keep down, and a HOT shower I felt somewhat better, and went to Aut Bar, where I hung out with Shawn, Dwayne, Jared, Brian, Brian, Robert, Terry...Ryan and a few others. I was SO HUNGRY but couldn't eat. It sucked. But I had some fun. Later, I managed to get some sleep.

This morning I've takend my prolosec / Zantac. I've watched Ally McBeal. I'm harvesting my farm town. When that's done I'm going to a few places with Mark. Gonna pick up my Midrin perscription...some cooking spray...go to the post office, and to Little Caesars...gonna try some Crazy Bread, which my stomach can usually handle. Wish me luck, cause I fucking need some food.

And I'm supposed to have a date tonight.

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Went to RiteAid, Kroger & Little Caesars. Took a Reglan with my food (which was great), only I still thew up when I got home. But then I ate more, and it stayed down. Not sure why that worked, but I'm glad it did. Food staying down is very good.

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   Monday, September 27, 2010

In Brief:

Friday night I met up with Felix and brought him home with me. Had a great time getting to know him, though my stomach wasn't thrilled. He seems like a great guy. He stayed the night. Left around 11am I think. I had trouble keeping food down in the morning but later took a reglan and ate cinnimon rolls, which stayed down. Sunday I ate without taking pills and managed to keep most of it down. Michael and I had a fight...I managed to have a good day though. Monday I watched the new 'Brothers & Sisters', ate with mixed results, talked to Michael, and learned that my cousin Monroe died on Saturday; he was cremated but there will be a service on Wednesday...one that I can probably walk to. :-(

I'm going to Michael's for the night; probably be back in the early morning.

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   Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Had fun at Michael's last night. Went to his old Arby's for paperwork. Watched Ally McBeal. Took some pictures. Went to bed. Slept. Came home this morning just after he went to work. I chilled. Ate (with no problems for the last 48 hours or so!!!). Took a nap. Read the news. Made my bed. Shaved & showered. Probably heading back to Michael's soon. I need to do laundry though, I think. And I'd like to have a shake. Hmmm.

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Had the shake...not sure how my stomach is doing. We'll see. Leaving for Michael's soon. He had me print up some info he needs to balance his checkbook.

Blah. Feel a bit out of it.

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   Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Went to Michael's again last night. Watched some Ally. Slept. Came home. Had an omelette. Stomach seems to be doing better again. :)

Getting ready for my cousin's memorial service. I'm hungry but don't want to tempt fate.

It's sunny outside, yet very chilly. It would be a great day to take pictures if I had the energy to do so.

Maybe I can get some crazy bread later on my way home?

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